ahah !

at last,
i got my result last thursday,
so, it was quite bad, but i think it's not  bad haha apa sial aku mencarut.
hmm. i got 5As 3Bs and 1C.
Sejarah, Geografi and KHB = B
Bahasa Arab                        = C

yang lain, A.
and now, i'm fighting with my mum.
i want to go to that school, she wants me to go to this school.
haih.

serious shit !

kebanyakan family belah mak aku treat me like i'm a criminal.
just because i smoke, i pernah ponteng sekolah. hmm. sometimes when i think about it,
takkanlah every people that smoke considered as evil ?
takkanlah every people that used to play truant at school considered as evil ?
even some of the great people nowadays used to do worse than i did.
sometimes i feel like wanna run from the house and be so far away from them !
but i'm the eldest brother, who's gonna take care of em if i'm not there when they need me ?
the only one that understands me is my father,
that's why if i've anything tak kesah lah problem or whateverlah,
i'll tell him, because he is really understanding and supporting.
different from my mother, she's like a tigress ! tak habis2 melenting je!
sometimes i'm totally annoyed with her -.- but what can i do, she's my mother. haiyah.
life's hard.

nervous !

  Result PMR daripada 28/12 ditukarkan ke tarikh 23/12. hmm. act cuak gak nak amek result -.- i've to apply for KISAS. i don't want to, but what can i do, my mum mengharap sangat for me to enter that school. huh. kalau dapat result bagus pun alhamdulilllah lah an, pindah sekolah, bakar baju sekolah yang lama !!! bhahahah !!! hmm. tahun depan kena pindah sekolah. i'll miss the friends yang selalu lepak2 dulu, yang ponteng sekolah lepak pondok lepas dah habis PMR, haha. that moment memang takkan lupa lah. hehe. setelah sekian lama tak update, update jugak at last . haha . stops for awhile from January until July, and continues in December. haha. haiyah. tu je. i think that's all for now, bye2.